It has been a long time since I blurted out my emotions. But
today I am missing my blog very much. Writing what you think, when you cannot
say or share with known ones, is so easy and it makes you feel light.
Today I want to say so many things. I am feeling low and don’t
know what to do and make myself happy. The weird part is, I want to be in this
state, want to be sad, think about old memories. Everybody have few memories,
which gives you pain. But still you want to remember them and feel that pain.
But why? Am I feeling happy by reminding myself those painful moments? Don’t know.
It has been 2 years, I am out of touch of my blog world. Sometimes
I feel that I want to leave this real world and live in my fantasy world. Want
the answers of some unanswered questions. Want to thank few friends. Want to
scold someone. Want to relive few old moments.
Just want to cry out of no reason. But cannot because I have
to give reason for that also. On very few occasions, I feel that being bachelor
is better than being married. Because when you are bachelor, you are not answerable
to anyone for such stupid acts. But you feel so light, so happy.
Nothing more to share. But really feeling so nice after
writing something after such a long time. I think I should be in touch with my
fantasy world (My blog).
2 comments:
Sahi :)
first things first - blog is not the fantasy world. its the world cos it is where we become ourselves. the reality we live in is fantasy cos thats were we veil our selves, we talk for others, we care for society.
so welcome back to the real world!
its true that at times you really need to be reminded of some pain. not necessarily because of the negative vibes in it, but for the positive ones. maybe we want to remind ourselves about our emotions. maybe we want to remind ourselves that we still care, that we still have tears.
hope u r all smiles today. take care dear and have loads of fun :)
cheers.
Its like discovering your self again :-)
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